Ugh.

I’ve been feeling quite… “dead” this week

“dead” was the word that i came up with after thinking hard and long about a word to describe what i was feeling

or maybe it should be “zombie” instead?

i’m not quite sure.

all i know right now, is that i feel really really weird

feeling out of place? no, that’s not the right way to describe it…

i myself don’t even know what i’m feeling right now….

stress? yes? no?

i don’t know how long this feeling is going to last, and i have no idea how to cure it

but i’m just going to keep going on, and see what happens

what is God thinking right now? what is he trying to tell me? what does he have in mind for me?

this feeling is quite uncomfortable, please shed some light upon me soon God, before i collapse.

~ by sodagirl on September 10, 2008.