The human drug

It just suddenly occur to me a little while ago that, people are my high maybe even vice versa. I know that they’re my high because every time i’m with my friends, i seem to lose my self-control. i get bursts of happiness, if that sounds right… i just get a little crazy, not crazy crazy, but just being plain weird. but when i get home and i’m away from all my friends, i naturally just calm down unconsciously. i think properly. i think before do, and not after i do. i’m just, calm.

I sort of feel that i’m the same to them, sort of the same to them in a way too. they see me, i’m happy, so my mood doesnt get anyone down. but when they’re with other people, they’re calm. i’m always just a person that’s just there. the drug that just last for a moment, and then disappears.

~ by sodagirl on June 6, 2008.